can i call for an sos

so this is me roms same old plain roms
with a twist the little pea as i like to call him/her
its now with me
tomorrow its gonna be a week since i found out the news
i was so devastated that i became numb and since that day
i have been in weird state of mind
between school finals days ( thank god)
my overprotective mother
my not so best friend
and a couple that has a life of his own
every day it gets more difficult to accept the fact my life is going to have a 360° change
as i sat down i realize its nothing is ever going to be the same
the same routine  the same days the same me

for the first time in a week i have 5 minutes alone
alone from everyone and everything
but then after all im not so alone
i have my pea with me
and then i realize i might never have to feel alone again

a couple months ago  when i first started dating
my significant other as i like to call him
he sent me a picture about young moms
and a quote stayed on my head

"being a young mom only means
that i get to know my baby sooner"

so as i plan how to explain this situation to my mom
i need to finish some homework
as i embrace motherhood tkts and college